george albot - Words i am

You couldn't hate me as much as I hate myself
And you are right I have led you on,
And I have lied to you,
But not word was ever intended to do that
It was how you made me feel when I was
With you, that's what made me say the thing I said
You have lifted me and my life, with your warmth
And care, and the love you have shown me will
Stay with me forever
The truth is I can't even wish that it had never
Happed between us, because the good will always
Be better than the bad, even while I'm righting this
I'm constantly going over the time we have spent
Together, which I know is totally disrespectful
To you, but at least that's honest
I am a poor excuse, and the biggest shower
That you could have ever come across,
XXX
Don't go back on what you have said
And I would never ignore you
I just didn't know what to say
I don't want upset you ever again
And that is the truth
So I hope you will hate me for the rest
Of TIME
XXX

george albot

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