Geetha Jayakumar - Painful Thoughts!

News was so shocking
And unbearable
That it was beyond
my capacity to accept.
Yet I reacted calmly
And smilingly.
But pain crept me inside
Like a cancer day by day.
Each day it kept on
Eating me from inside

I felt my life playing hide and seek.
Though I didn't shed a single drop of tear,
Inside I was crying out aloud with pain.
Tides were sweeping in my mind
And felt roaring as if ready to cry out loud.
Pain of black clouds formed
As if ready for rainfall.
But when I saw my mom,
Like a downpour of rain my tears fell
And cried to my fullest heart.
I felt much relieved...
As if the clouds are clear after the storm.

I felt I should set my mind
To be positive.
I should try to be more stronger.
I said to myself
Leave my fate to my God!
I will always remain happy.
I will enjoy each day and stay positive!

Geetha Jayakumar

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