gary hicinbothem - Suicidal

Im having those feelings more than ever,
My minds has those thoughts
That is so clever,
It’s like my feelings are a lever,

So as suicide thoughts race through my head,
Im lying in a puddle of blood in my coffin bed,
Suicide thoughts are in my vains,
Everyday im going more and more insane,
Still having to play that suicide game,
Im so ashamed,
That I don’t want to tell,
But why not say f*ck it,
Im already going to hell,
I mean im f**king retarded,
I can’t even spell,

Now that im holding it all in,
Nobody will have a clue,
Ill hang myself farther than,
When my face turns blue


WHY NOIT KILL MYSELF IM GONNA DIOE SOMEDAY TELL ME THAT

gary hicinbothem

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