gary hicinbothem - dear somebody

I really need somehelp in my life,
Also love that always used to give me hugs,
Is no longer above,
She is now below with no face to show,
I still love her even now she is deceased,

I feel suicidal everyday of my life,
I really want to grab the knife,
So that I can cut,
Get the full loaded clip go bang,
Or ju5t let me hang,
Why do I always have to go through the suicidal game?
Every week every minute of the day I have no brake,

My body is now out of shape,
Will someone give me a hug will someone show me some love,
I don’t want anything if I can’t get it all,
I will get on my knees and craw for some love n care,
Why can’t I just have some love?
I have some pain,

I have so much shame I my life,
I dont play does games anymore,
Im soon gonna close the door,
Someone get me b-4 I do this n unload this clip in jp or me,
im one of the coldest,
Im not holding nobodies life in my hand
I can’t help you I can barely stand my self I got knifes n guns all over the,
Shelf.

gary hicinbothem

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