Gangsta Sta - Can i be real?

You tell me over and over
To listen and just let go
But the pain i feel inside
Just wants my tears to flow

With friends i laugh
In company i’m gay
But all i do is play

The way i build
Is hard to brake
For guarding againts life’s weeds.

Will i live, will i love?
I doubt yes constantly! ! !
For life is harsh, life is cruel
But to be i just must.

Gangsta Sta

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