Freaking Out - Trusting Heart — Making a Difference

2010-09-11 2nd Journal, Mayan day 3 Serpent ♥ TRANSCRIPT: Sorry - unable to upload to Scribd. Intro: Now, on to what has changed. (First journal, that went before this one, is Slap You, My Face Hurts! if you want to get into the flow, here) I know relationships are morphing all around me - and in ways mind couldn’t fathom. If you want to know how your really not in control, look to your relationships, ho ho. You’ll find it there. Actually, you’ll find Source talking to you through that. Not with the precise words of the friend, the lover, the child - but under the words. Not even anything the friend or lover could possibly be meaning to say. Source is far deeper than this. You’ll have to trek to those deeper levels of you to get the messages. That’s right - just be in heart. Refuse to leave there - no matter what. No matter how it hurts, just give the other one room to be - to be the sovereign being they are - and stay in your heart. So what is my heart telling me? It’s telling me things aren’t going the way I had wanted or hoped. Now, I have to look into that “I” there, the one doing the wanting and hoping, and see who that is. Is that the real “I”, the real me? If so, why aren’t things going the right way for that? Am I able to spot the mind at work, here? Am I able to see these dreams and visions as being just mind creations? Can I take this relationship to a deeper place in me? What will I find there? ... Distributed by Tubemogul.