Flencirose Basera - Thoughts!

I cringe at the thoughts I had
Thoughts that ran through my mind
Like rivulets down under, deep within,
Feeding my mind like veins!
I try to shake them
To change them
To refocus onto other things
Alas the thoughts persit
I get excited and feel myself
I panoc at what im feeling
Is it really supposed to be like this?
I flow with the thoughts
The thoughts that are shaping me
They are making me who i am now!
Thoughts
Thoughts
Thoughts!
Controlling every muscle
Thoughts of things once known
Of feelings long lost
Of passions gone!
It is only in thoughts that i become alive again for no one can read my thoughts
Can you see my thoughts on my face?
Are they expressed in the way that i move?
Or maybe in the way that I dress or talk?
Do I express them in the way I shape my hair
These thoughts are still mine alone
I wish I could share
Share with another my thoughts about everything
To share and exchange
In intimacy, feelings and ideas about life
At present only my Maker has the knowledge
He has the priviledge to preview
My thoughts remain my own!
Pipi

Flencirose Basera

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