Fernando Alvarez - I don't belong

It's a prefect family,
Mother, father, son, and daughter.
And I don't belong so why do I bother?
I can't take my life because that's a sin.
But the truth is, I want it all to end.
I don't want to live,
I don't want to breathe,
I don't want to hear what you have to say to me,
I don't want to smile,
I don't want to cry,
I don't want to know how unhappy I am.
I'll put on my fake smile
So you will never know how unhappy I am.
I'll try not to let it show.

Fernando Alvarez

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