Fernando Alvarez - Abortion

Please forgive me
I never meant to be
I loved you but I had to let you free
You died because of me
Your mother never wanted you to live

I didn't wanted you to suffer
Would you have been ok just with a father?
Will I be in depression forever?
Your mother couldn´t take it
So she asked if she could get rid of you
She always wanted to
I used to tell her no
I would have done anything for you

But why bring you if you would have grown with lies?
I told her; you're free to do it if you want
There was no point on having you
She seemed forced to because of me

I had big plans for you
I loved you
Not even knowing who you were going to be

Your life was over
There was no hope
We killed you
And now I cry for help
Your life is now down the drain
I'll never forgive my self
For killing someone of my own
I'm so sorry for letting you go

Fernando Alvarez

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