ESPN CHICK - Inside

One day you have the world at your side
And every things fine
But the next day it all goes away
Then your left feeling this agony, this pain
And you have no where to go, no one to turn to
So you run inside of yourself where your soul is screaming and no one can here your cries

They ignore every sign there is
Everyone who thought would help
Just say the wrong things
And you know you are alone feeling this way forever
Your alone forever and always you just know it

Holding your pillow late at night
Crying yourself to sleep cause you figured out its your lullaby
Wishing everyone would just disappear
Trying to kill the pain but it just won't die
Your left in misery and pain
Feeling broken and bruised
Feeling alone and abused
Wanting this to just be a dream but you know better than that

Cause you've walked down this path a million times or more
And you know you will never be happy only in dreams
Wishing you wouldn't wake up every morning cause you know its going to be another wasteful day
Dreading that you are alive when you should be six feet under
No doubt in your mind you wanna die
But you just can't kiss this world goodbye
Feels like something is holding you back
But you can't figure out what



January 17,2008

ESPN CHICK

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