ESPN CHICK - Here I Am Still

Here I am still broken into pieces
Still covering up those lies in the mirror
And I still hate what I see
I don't think I will ever be satisfied with myself

All the pain is still inside of me and it just won't go away
Here I am still wearing a broken smile everyday
I keep it all inside all the pain and lies in myself

I'm staying strong on my own
Although sometimes I wanna break down
But I'm doing just fine
I'm keeping all the scars away

But the scars that I have they still remind of the past
How the past is still real inside of me
And the past won't ever go away

Here I am still lonely as can be
Not even close to being loved
Not even close to what I want to be
And I'm still broken inside and out

No one even knows it at all
Here I am still telling people that I'm okay
That I'm just fine even though I'm really not but I'm still trying to get by


Sept 2,2008

ESPN CHICK

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