ESPN CHICK - Alone and Confused

I will never know how I feel
Cause I am caught up in a moment
So emotionally
I can barely breathe

I am so confused, so lost
Lost within myself
I don't know what to do

I feel alone
Feel like crying my self to sleep
Just so I can dream my heart away
Dream of the life I want

Dream away all these sorrows and fears
Wishing that my dreams would become reality
So that I could actually be happy and it would show

Seeing inside you would understand
But you don't even know what I'm about
Cause you don't even see me at all
I wish you and the whole world could see that I'm so alone

Alone with these thoughts of cutting and suicide
Alone without anyone in my life
Just so alone and confused


November 19,2007

ESPN CHICK

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