empty soul - Sad Poem

I stared blankly at the pages
I so wanted to finish
How I wish I could squeeze my brain
For thoughts and ideas
I hated this feeling
This feeling of nothingness
I feel buried neck deep
In tides of stressful emotions
I am drowning…
This is just so much in so little time…
I just felt I am not me anymore…
I can’t describe the feeling
More like I want to be else where
In a place that is tranquil… a place of escape
No work, no nothing... just me in peace
I want to float in the vast ocean of solitude
Get lost in a seemingly serene place…
So much has happened in so little time
I felt I lost my self… my mind
I think it is too much… too much of everything
Just too much for me to bear…
Not even tears...Not even my tears can relieve
Am I still me? Or have I lost my self….
I just don’t know… I don’t know

empty soul

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