emma sands - crying out for you

I can’t regain control, I don’t think ill make it, so many wounds I cant heal up. Help me; I can barely breath I lost control so suddenly, I’m screaming mayday but the words don’t seem to make it past a thought. Its so hard being left with a life long scar, there’s too many feelings lost in action. So my soul returns to searching, I’m falling part and it’s breaking my heart. He’s the weakest part of me; he holds the secrets to my life and I cant face letting it all go. I’m a drowning, in the deepest sea, my only way of life is fighting for his own and that of others, I’ve been on this road far too long and I just want to go back home...9 months later and it feels like I haven’t slept in weeks, my feelings are dragging me down to my knees I’m begging for mercy but the grip over me still wont loosen. I cant take it anymore, you have been there through the good times and held my hand through the bad but now your gone life seems to last forever, days drag by as if they where minutes on a clock. I’m going insane I feel like im in a prison cell doing time for a crime I did not commit, home is now a distant memory like all the times we had together. Tell me why we live like this, we are broken what must we do to repair what’s lost?

emma sands

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