Emily E. Mehigan - Am I Crazy?

I'm sitting here wondering,
Am I crazy?
As death and darkness set in,
Am I?

I'm bleeding again,
Am I crazy?
Just bleeding by my own hand,
Am I?

I'll be murdered by my own hand,
Can you save me?
Blood dripping on the floor again,
Can you?

Is it wrong that death's a comfort?
That the sharp knife is inviting,
That it’s all that I can do to try to continue fighting?

The knife is sharp,
Am I crazy?
Sharp as it splits my skin,
Am I?

Is it wrong to love the pain?
Is it wrong?
All the pain I'm in,
It seems to make me strong.

The weakness inside,
Can it be beaten?
Weak without blood,
Without pain,
Can it?

Am I crazy?
Can you save me?
Is it wrong?
Was it wrong?
Am I wrong?

Emily E. Mehigan

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