Eman Awad - Nothing is the same anymore

So, what happens if the sun,
no longer appear in your eyes but so he pretends.
What if you're not the one,
and you're sure of that with the messages he sends.
Then you look inside your self,
and simply ask, have i done enough?
I can't be abandoned on some shelf,
or ever be a distant memory of some love.
That's why you waited so long,
and ran at his direction once you met.
You knew this is where you belong,
the only mistake that you'll never regret.
And you remind your self it's a mistake,
every time you drown in his smile and surrender.
You've forgotten but once your heart break,
you cry saying you should've been a better defender.
You suddenly realise you give your heart away,
and maybe he won't love you the same way still.
You just wish well for the next day,
but please don't lie any more, days are from hell.
When once the world revolved around you,
and once your voice was every thing and now not.
You used to scream and he used to calm you,
and now scream all you want and silence is what he got.
Nothing is the same any more.... nothing is.....

Eman Awad

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