Eman Awad - Big..fat..lie

I felt that he is really over me,
and i'm not saying that to get me over him.
His words are killing me,
those looks in his eyes though i didn't see him.
I hear his unsaid words,
and i understand the language of his eyes.
And that very respond hurts,
he knows how to turn facts into some lies.
And the fact of him loving me,
i knew it was such a big fat lie that lasted for days.
Days till he knew all about me,
and he made me love him forever and till always.
I had this feeling before,
i told my self it's all right is if he never loved me.
But this time it's more,
i'm broken and hurt and that's how i'll always be.
I can't believe i was so decieved,
i gave him my heart and it was all i've had.
A message of rejection i've recieved,
i can't believe that you can make some one so sad.
You told me you needed me in your life,
and i'm the only one for you till you die.
You told me that i'll be your future wife,
and you promised you'll never make me cry.
Am i supposed to stay sane after wards?
you get over me and i'm off to some one new? ?
Am i supposed to forget all of your words,
am i supposed to let go and simply forget you? ?
And then i'll pass you by,
and share my life with some one else too.
You know what, i think i'll and never to cry,
thank god i didn't waste more time on you...

Eman Awad

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