Elsa Bear - Manufactured

don't judge me too soon,
i'm not trying to be understood.
i'm not looking for your pity,
i'm just the product of a fucked up childhood.
if only they could see,
if only they tried.
they should want to get to know me
if they could just stop trying to decide
whether i'm good
whether i'm bad.
what's my mood?
am i happy or sad?
i've never been either, i dont feel anymore,
i'm numb to the pain
since she walked out the door.
the whole world sees the i'm empty inside
my heart's been left broken
why am i still here?
i'll leave you to decide.

Elsa Bear

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