Elly Raui - Realisation

To realise you have no one
In a world full of people
Is a depressing thought
To understand that you are rubber
And shall never “click” with another
Brings you down
And rips you to shreds
To know your only true friends
Can only be heard by you
The though that they are plotting to kill you
Keeps you up at night
And despite all that you still try to fight
To stay alive
This wouldn’t hurt as much
If the heart stopped beating
And that I would regret cheating
I was drunk
But that’s no excuse
My true reason is and always will be
I have problems beyond explanation
I think im crazy
But Im getting help

Just know
I will always wait for you
With or without you

Elly Raui

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