Elle Jay E.. - Worries

Those tan spots on my shoulders.
Those tan spots on my back.
They look like leopard spots, but I know better than that.
They might be dangerous, they hurt an awful lot you see.
Ive had them for months, but just now told my mommy.
She freaked out when she saw them, I went to the doctors yesterday.
They dont know what it is.
Ill be going to Cedar Rapids pretty soon anyway.
Were so worried about it what could it be.
Dont wanna think bad thoughts, dont wanna think negatively.
Ive gotta live as though theirs something left to give.
Ive gotta give as though I have life left to live.
I gotta keep up with it as if it was normally.
Ive gotta play it like im happy and that theirs nothing wrong with me.
Im worried so much.
They hurt so much.
They burn and sting and feel like fire.
I have to wonder if they'll get any higher.
On my upper back they are.
They dont even leave a scar.
But im still wondering.
If theirs something to this one thing.
If theirs something really wrong with me.
If I should really be worrying.

Elle Jay E..

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