Drac Mal - Why I Should Loved You

Why do I love you?
When I'm in love with someone else?
It's not fair!
I loved him first!
But you came.
And then it was just as much of a love-at-first-sight with you as it was with Robert.
I'm trying to hold my tears.
Trying as hard as the was you hold me.
The way you rock me agaisnt your body.
The way you love me and as much as I hate to admit it,
the way I love you.
But loved is the better word.
The more appropiate word.
I loved you is what I should've say.
What I should say now.
Because it's not long until he comes home, my first love.
My current love I should say.
But when I think of that word,
current love,
I immediately think of you.
You, who I love.
Who I love and who I should stop loving.

Love.
Very complicated,
very unavoidable.
I love you, as much as I shouldn't.
I love you.
And I love him too.

Drac Mal

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