Dislocated Heart - What I've been missing

She stands at my door,
as I lay it aside,
I run to her,
as I'm dyin inside.
Kisses her cheeks..
making sure everything is alright.

I'm choking on my words..
The feeling slowly leaves. not a sound to be heard,
except for the sigh i let out.
I give it no thoughts...
I give the feelings no chance.

I dont wanna feel that way,
and I'll bury it saying the most deceiving words.
I dont love you.

I look into her eyes..
and I lie,
'This is what I've been missing in my life.'

Dislocated Heart

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