Dislocated Heart - raining sky...

from the look of my eyes..
baby you will find my miserble days..
my unheathly ways..
my terrifiying weeks..
denying feelings,
my sorrow which cant be explained..

some days, i wish i could just fly away from all these things..
or kill myself so that i wont have to go through it.
but knowing things will get better...
knowing you will be there, sometimes...
to help me up..
seems a little better.

but you will never see this world through my eyes...
dont judge who i am,
or what i have become.
i have learned to protect my heart from heartbreakers...
giving enough and just holdin back.. just so i wont fall to deep and hit the floor.
so dont judge me, till you know me.

one day, ill fly away..
i will no longer bleed these tears..
i will be free from all my fears.
and you and i will be together
in happiness...

there will be no raining sky...
or tears from your eyes..
and no fear to hide..

Dislocated Heart

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