Dina Mahmoud - My confession

Life, love, regret, despairs.
I happened to love a couple of pairs
Sometimes I wish I was dead,
But then I knew it wasn’t fair
That I got to love and be loved,
While others wept.
Their hearts are dead
Now mine as well
That took my breath away
Some didn’t care.
I thought I won’t,
But suddenly I do.
I just realised,
I lived a life
Others dreamed of,
Whereas I despised of.

I used to regret
My life
My love
My despairs
I was somehow lucky
To live the life which
Others died for.

I tell my story
And others laugh
They can’t believe
I hated to live my life
While THEY would have loved
One minute of it!
Now I’m confused
I’m yet fortunate
To have a spark in my life,
Even if
It was only for a second.
And there it goes,
My CONFESSION! !

Dina Mahmoud

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