David Longoria - What Have I Done?

I sit in this chair
I pick up a gun
As I run my hand through my hair
I’ll sit here and cry
Remembering everything that happen is my fault
Wondering if im gone
Will everything be better?
I’ll grab a bullet
Put it in the gun
First I’ll say goodbye to everyone,
Then I’ll have to run
I hurt so many people
I let them all down
I be better if I end up in the ground
My body already feels cold
My lips are blue
I’ll pull the trigger
And make everything come true
I point to a spot
Where my death will be fast
So I’ll fall to the floor
As soon as my family comes in fast
I look back for one last glance
they zip me up in the black body bag.
I did this to ease my pain
I lost everything Instead of Gaining

David Longoria

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