David Dewar - pills

i throw myself into flame
its something i could never explain
i used to be the one who laughed
now that its all said and done
we never really get over the past
but theres nothing like murdering the present
to take away the pain
i keep tripping over myself
contradicting and revisiting
i cause my others to shudder and suffer
and it can't be good for my health
so loud and so clear
it rings so f.ucking true
i'll tell you how to live
and lend you all i can give
but you wont be happy
and you wont get out alive

David Dewar

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