Crazy Vampire - Tortured Soul

I've caused my family lots of stress
It's not their fault that my life is a mess
The torture gets worse and worse every hour
I'm not strong enough to handle it; I guess I’m a coward

This agonizing pain I feel
Is corrupting me, my heart is not made of steel
Chaos is breaking lose within my house
I feel so helpless and small, like a mouse

I cannot even cry because that shows that I am weak
I have no say anymore, so what’s the point to even speak?
My solution is to end my days and nights
To turn out my burning light

Crazy Vampire

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