Courtney Caine - I Will Never Win

tell me your secrets
but i wont share mine
you gave me your word
but all i have is mine
the good times come
but the bad times are back
i want to talk
but i have nothing to say
i hear your word
but am lost in this haze
tears from these heavy eyes
sorrow is all around
am drowning in all the sadness
nothing can be found
to ease my sorrow
my heart starts and stops
Ive always been alone and now that am not
Ive never felt so alone
here i am in your arms
but you feel so far away
the world is moving around me
but i am frozen in place
i watch as the world spins
as the day turns to night
and the night turns to day
it was all getting better
then i seen it coming our way
the hurt the pain
in the end it is a was
the killing blow
let me have it am ready
i wont cry no more
never will i cry for you
am done with it
my heart breaks with each lie
i chock a little on each word you say
what have i done to let you
so deep so far
this should have never happened
this shouldn't hurt like it does
should have never loved you
your fear is for use to grow apart
my fear is telling you we are
my heart stops for u
but its dies to
then i breathe
let it out take it in
everything closing in
everything falling apart
the fights kill me
but you never care
as long as you got your way
as long as i stayed out of the way
you let them lie
you let me cry
i never thought i would see the day
when you would take up for them
and turn away from me
it was so plain for me to see i couldn't help but laugh
in a way it was funny in a way it was cruel
but what can i do am no one
it was me against them
but ive come to see
when things turn out like this
i will never win

Courtney Caine

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