Cookie Matzii - A Heart

At first to love I thought I knew,
but then I was told a thing or two,
'You're only smart,
you don't care,
you have nothing more to share
but a blank old stare.'
Well of course that hurt,
and I deplored,
I wanted to object,
but I felt so sore.
So I just sat there and listened more,
not making a budge,
not even a snort.

Though I thought I admired this particular guy,
he was the man of my dreams, or I guess that was a lie.
So now I doubt my inner self,
is it really true?
Or should I just believe what I felt?
So all these things go through my head,
and now I just feel so, so dread.
'cause this one who told me a thing or two,
just told me something that will stick on through.
So, with that I ponder if in this world I part,
'cause this one just told me..
'You don't have a heart.'

Cookie Matzii

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