Compton Wright - Where We Go From Here! ! !

She broke my heart and soul deeply within me
Ripping my life in pieces and burning it into sheer dust
Told me to leave her life for happiness and freedom
What happiness will bring us if our love bond
Is gone, broken and shattered until non-existence
Seeing that day one was our love of destiny at first sight
Knowing that I needed you in my life forever and always
It was like I saw my true goddess with no flaws included
But now my soul is as a black hole devouring several planets

Life changing from feeling so high up to the heavens
But now feeling I took a one way trip to the entrapped flames
Scorching my picture in my golden locket in my mind and spirit
Love betrayed me, lust controlled my actions, and lastly….
Hate walks with his minions like love doubts and disturbing nightmares

Where do I really go from here… the bullet to the head to forget?
Poison to the veins as they blacken and darken into the forbidden shadows?
Roam the streets of lost lives consuming my body with their thrills of alcohol and drugs?
Repeating the same quote in my brain thousand times to comprehend this
“You don’t need me in your life…“you’ll be happy without me”

Seeing you do this to me is sheer cold hearten and cruel to me
Now the nightlife would be my escape from this heartbreak and misery
Let me find some peace in my drunken driving experience over to this cliff
Seeing my life flash before my eyes, watching death in his eyes
With a life hourglass at hand telling that my lifespan has depleted
As my life ends here…so my love for my only lover in this world
Swear to never say her name as she is dead to me like my last heartbeat
As I would say where we go from here… but all I can say now is...
Where do I go from here…?

Compton Wright

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