Cinnamon Thunder - Lonely

I feel so all alone like no one is there but me i feel not loved by those dat should love me why must i show affection to get some back when i don't have enough affection to give bc i don't feel u will give it bac i cry myself to sleep every night thinking about how lonley i am think why does no one love me why does no one care why must i give my all but u don't even give me a dropp why must u push me away thinking my love is not good enough leave me alone out in the cold leave me cold and needy do i have to change some thing tell me wat is it dat makes me feel lonely tell me so i could stop feeling this way so i can stop crying every night to myself i been like this since i was 3 i suffered to long 13 years of this pain why me why must i be lonely can someone tell me whats wrong and tell me why i am feeling this way i feel trapped inside a box wit no way out i have my lil space i feel its me against the world no wait the universe if someone can't tell me why im this way then show me how i can stop this feeling at least plzzzzz im on my bended knees begging plzz. WHY MUST I BE SO LONELY?

Cinnamon Thunder

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