Christopher Biddle - Am I Alone?

I get a funny feling,
It comes from deep inside.
I get all mad & angry,
Wanting to go & hide.

My doctor call's it depression,
Other's say its just me.
But all the thoughts & feelings
No one will ever be able to see.

Some say I'm psycho,
Some say I'm just weird.
It's like I'm a different person,
And the old me just disappeared.

I get really edgy
I want to commit suicide real bad.
Then I get a headache,
Followed by feeling real sad.

I wish I could get help,
I wish it would go away.
Maybe if I keep praying real hard,
It will some day....

Christopher Biddle

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