Christina Byrd - No not again

I am a mess
I must confess
When you left the world was crashing
Images of me and you keep flashing
You did your worst
Now I'm cursed
There is an empty space
Everyone has your face
Life has never been the same
My walk has turned lame
I'm always thinking of you
Do you think of me too?
Probably not
I cry on the cot
Everything's gone
I was just another pawn
Then another walks in
Loving him is a sin
No not again
Too soon Big Ben!
My heart cant take it
So now I sit
Never to stand again

Christina Byrd

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