CeCe Lamberts - My inner stability

When I'm in my head
looking for stability
I see a mess and dread
there's no tranquility.

My mood swings are strong
I've violent ups and downs
Swinging like a pendulum
and then circling in rounds

I'm feeling all the negatives
and blame myself continuously
but, are there any positives?
believe me, I search continuously

I have a great advisor
He's bright and talks with no fright
He couldn't be any wiser
He is my guiding light

I'll find my inner stability
I'll do it soon, I know
I know I have the ability
It's a process that is slow
But I'll learn from this, I'll grow
I won't stay low;
I'll shine with my inner glow.

Written on May 1,2007

To my advisor, I owe you big.

CeCe Lamberts

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