Carolyn Vuletic - S.A.E (unwritten)

I cannot control the ingested hate i am feeling
i want to explode
i am so stripped of moral right now
i fail to see the point
the love i once possessed for you is rapidly turning into hate

i dont want to feel this way
i dont want to despise you
but i do
i hate you

i hate the way you have made me weak
i hate the way that you have won
i shudder at your memory
but tremble at the thought of your touch
you have polluted me
i am no longer sound
i am broken, damaged, who will want me now?
i curse what you have done to me
my spirit is broken
i will never love
you have taken that privillage away from me
i will never allow myself to be so naive again

you have destroyed me

Carolyn Vuletic

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