carly bachor - ! ! A new ending! !

Hollow inside
nothing to live for.
a time bomb ready to explode inside me.
my nerves shot.
dignity set free.
faith floating above me.
cuts pulsing, burning, puffing.
eyes drentched.
makeup smeared.
ears being loved by music.
heart cracked.
dignity shattered.
social life destroyed.
isolated by myself.
unwanted.
unloved.
uesless.
whats the point?
a permanent depression lie inside.
deadly tears drops dripping off my face.
head pounding, heart rushing, life burning, fading away
just want to die, just lie till i die.
tired of this feeling.
insides trembleing with hate
dripping with dears that tell a story as they pour down my face.

let down.
put down.
shut down.
if at once healing im re-breaking, shattering, falling apart.
seperating from the world & into a darker place.
this twisted world makes life sickening.
ready for a change.
ready for a life.
read for the truth.
waitning for the day when nobody dies, complete happiness, peace.
psh, who am i kidding that'll never come true.
but maybe one day someone will be willing to take this risk.
colliding into my own disregaurds
running into my own unreached dreams&goals.

a failure.
a waste.
a useless thing.
and yet im still sucked into the darkness.
when will it spit me back out? !

carly bachor

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