Candy Simpson - So Angry!

I am so angry
This hate is so pure
I feel like you are doing something wrong
But I don't know for sure

It's screaming at me to hurt them too
Maybe they are in the right
But I don't know
To stop the tears all I can do is fight

My lungs burn
Because you have this hurt and anger inside
They just don't see it
They are blind

I wish they could feel my pain
But I wish for them never to ask
Because they don't know me
I just keep concealing my feelings under a happy mask

Some days I think I don't care
I'm sick of hiding this fear
How would they understand anyway
I can't even see myself clear

Why bother then
Why even try
I hurt so badly
At night all I can do is cry

It makes me so angry
So mad
I am able to hide my hurting
But they tell the world when they're sad

Can't they do what everyone else does
Pretend their feelings aren't there
For the world to see
For the world to bear
Like me!
Urg! This just isn't fair

Candy Simpson

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