Can I Live? - I Hold Them Dear

_1_

Hate concealed my pain
Blame replaced my soul
In my heart
It will always be
Your fault

_2_

Love is yours to keep
Forever to live
For you I will not stand
I will love lines
You will love the heart

_3_

Double-crossed and deceived
I believed your curses
At first I thought I knew
Then I discovered
That I do know you

_4_

So vague
Yet so hateful
Deals with pain
Conceals the rage
Lies for living a life

_5_

You are not trust-worthy
Because you can't trust
You live your life
Of scams and fights
Hoping someday you'll die for pride

_6_

You are too kind
And are to be taken advantage of
For you life
Is that of your intentions
Is that of others

_7_

So stupid in your ways
Of giving in to old men
And loving me for nothing
You love me; I hate you
But will I always put up with your heart?

_8_

I loved you once
I still do
For such friends
Are precious and dear
And should not be strewn

_9_

Angry for so long
Everything must die
And all hope for me
To have is gone for now
But it just doesn't feel right

_10_

So mysterious and wise
I find myself wondering
About you at night
How your brain works
And how you see into me

_11_

The inside of your heart
You pin on the walls
And were anyone
Interested enough to ask
You would pour out your soul

I hold them dear
And close to my heart
Whether it
Be hateful or full of love
I hold them dear

Can I Live?

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