Caitlyn Williams - Can't Pretend Anymore

I don't think i can do this anymore. Don't think i can be some other girl. Someone i'm not. It's too difficult to pretend, and it hurts a lot. Like a new hole being punched through my chest. To the point where my heart can never rest. Can't pretend anymore. Acting like everything is ok, is only part one of the play. Telling my friends i'm fine, only makes it easier to lie. Can't pretend anymore. It only leaves me broken and torn. Shatters my life into pieces. Crying tears only increases, the terrible lies that i hide inside. I wish i hadn't made this terrible mistake, because the decision i make, is going to take away, my forever.

Caitlyn Williams

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