Caitlin Fillo - suicidal love

love is tangled in these bed sheets
and hate is crawling on the floor
blood is spattered on these wallz
and we both know
im just your whore
a push around
a broken heart
a shattered soul
and open wound
an advantage
when u said that u loved me
i said i loved you two
but honey, where just amazing liars
i should be ashamed of this im not
because i have tasted grapes
your the thorn in my arm
your the one that infects me
and yet i can not get enough of you
because you intoxicate me
im hopless and broken
and this isnt getting eny easier
im getting closer
this is getting so much easier
so is this what you wanted
too bad its what you got
could this be my fair well
honey, you know me to well
dont be so hard on yourself
im sorry for what ive become
for becoming you
i'll putt this gun to my head
and fall one last time
I never thought i'de get this far without you
if i were to
I cant, I cant let you
pull the trigger
and the suicide letter reads
baby, I love you so...

Caitlin Fillo

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