C T Heart - If Only.....

If you only know what’s in my heart;
You won’t stare at me this way.
For you’ll know all the answers why
I am tearing apart?

If you only know that I love you;
You won’t hate me anyway.
For you’ll be bright to understand why
I am keeping a distance between me and you.

If you only know that I do care for you;
You won’t judge me this way.
For you’ll be able to recognize why
In silence I am doing everything to help you.

If you only know, how I am yearning…
for your love…
for your care…

If you only know that I am vanishing.
Every time you denied all these things to me.
That I am just faking,
All the smiles you can glimpse in me.

If you only know all, what is behind in those paints?
You might regret of knowing.
For you would hate yourself why not showing,
that you are the one causing me all this pains.

Nevertheless,
with all these troubles,
I still do love you…
Praying for you…

And I don’t keep any revulsion in my heart.
That I am always have a kindness of forgiving.
And for your love, I am still longing.
Until the last breathe of my life.

If you only know my dear love ones………..

C T Heart

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