Brittney Phillips - who am I

who am i, for i no longer know
no lonfer moving forward, for i have no place to go
i had a home, it caved in
i was my own, and this the end
at times i feel like i'm carrying th weight,
of the world on ma shoulder
life tryna fuq me over
life is a bitch and i', lost in the mix
tryin to abide by this shit called life
no one around to take me out of the darkness,
leading me into the light
who am i?
i thought i was unbreakable till i broke
i thought i was sleep till i awoke
it was tim tro take matters into my own hands
but away i ran
realizing....
i WAS the force of my life
now driving my own knife,
deep withuin my soul
all alone in the cold
no one there to tell me goodnight
no one there to shed light,
upon me
i'm crying yet there's no one to listen
so iask myself what i'm missin
but truth is i brought it upon myself
i am a dumb ass if i say myself
after all the pain and agony i underwent,
i realized....
i was the one who did this to me
not that innocent little girl who i wanted revenge upon
or my mother who constantly told me life goes on
i thought they were against me
turns out it's i my own enemy
who am i?
Brittney Yvonne Phillips, the key to my pride

Brittney Phillips

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