brittney keith - suicidle dream

i was laying in my bed
i started to dream bout
the perfect suicide

im laying there numb
cant feel a thing
my body is limp

you can do anything you
want and i wont feel it

if you told me you loved me
i wouldnt say it back

i hate the way
i feel all the time

i start to feel something
it was the red blood flowing
from my wrist

then the next thing i know
im tieing a rope around my neck
i want to jump but cant

i wish someone would push me
but the wont its wrong to do this
god is telling me no
but the devil is telling my yes

i listen to the devil
i jump just hanging
there lifeless

in my hand theres a note
mom walks in and reads it
it says
i hate this f*c*i*g world
i just want to go away!

GOODBYE!

brittney keith

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