Bree Swart - Insanity

Remember those times when you made me sane,
Those times are long gone,
Now you just cause me pain.

You were my light,
You were my everything,
But you have given up on me,
Was it just a fling?

I can't help but question, if your feelings were true,
Because you tell me one thing,
But your actions,
Show a different side of you.

You look at me with such disgust,
And I have often wondered why,
Is it just the lack of trust,
Or do you want me to die?

The emotions you portray,
Often have me fooled,
I never know what to say.

I'm afraid to say the wrong thing,
Fearful of being judged,
Critisism you bring,
And I still hold my grudge.

I wish you could see,
What you meant to me,
But it's too late now,
Maybe there's a way..some how?

Bree Swart

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