Brad Terry - Now I'm gone

Hello again, I'm writing this now.
Yet all that I can think, Is how.
I tell you how much I love you, yet you cease to respond.
I can't help it, if i'd go with you far beyond.
You're my one and true love and I see you in dreams.
For you I would shove, but not in extremes.
I'm not as nice, as I seem.
I'll say it twice, or rather I'd scream.
I try to impress you, yet I know its in vain.
You're the source of my happiness, and yet my pain.
But dont worry, it doesn't matter.
I can only make girls want to scatter.
I'm just a coward.. No make that a wimp.
I try to protect you, yet I'm just a little shrimp.
I'd follow you, far as can go.
Yet running after, I would be slow.
I don't have a lot of fashion.
Yet quite a bit of compassion.
I'm sorry, I can't hide it. I guess i'm caught.
But my love for you is more then a lot.
I care about you, more then life.
Yet all I have here, is a knife.
But if I got hit,
I'd probably lose it.

Before I met you, I wasn't sure.
But at this moment, I can reassure.
You are beautiful.
As well as delightful.
Don't let anyone tell you different.
I really hope you don't feel too indifferent.
Because in my book, You're the greatest of all.
I never imagined, In love with you I'd fall.

I know you're friends.
So this he sends.
because the Author of this
is falling into an abyss.
Depression, of course
Told by, what source?
Myself is my guess.
I'm just a big mess.
I've cried for you.
But only when I'm blue.

You realize without you I would be.
Dead, for this I must agree. .
Nobody to care for, Nobody to love.
Kill me kill is me heard from above.
End it now, for its way too hard.
I just lay here broken and scarred.

Yet you must know, I'm thinking of you.
So Everything said, must be true.
and I am not a liar,
For then my pants would be on fire.
I'm thinking of you
These words are true.
Keep living on,
for now I'm gone.

Brad Terry

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