Bobs Very Strange Experiences

ok guys,, heres me having a really unhappy shitty time in se london following death of parents living in a place that houses mentally ill people..so its all making me very ill and stressed..and i am looking for answers and explanations to do with a certain person that i have long history with...16 years in fact..and how i found that person after 20 years.but what has happened of late and me trying to make sense of it all...anyone out there with ideas, thoughts observations ,insights.would be vert welcome right now !!! very much so...so please contact me, or comment ..i am on skype as bob-chewy1 but plezzzze no taking the piss or wisecracks or insults (young americans please take note) because this is far from funny...ok???o