blood red angel - Nonsense

Running in circles,
Chasing my tail,
Tied down by cables,
And destined to fail.

Everything is falling apart
I show nothing but apathy
I have no heart
And my hands are filthy

Why did this happen
Everything was in place
Now im misshapen
With a disfigured face

My life is over
What did I do wrong
Why do you have crimson clover
Why did you bring death along

To haunt me
Where did I screw up
I want to flee
I feel ballup

Why do i hurt
Why is what I want to know
Why am I in the dirt
Looking into the eyes of a crow

I feel a hand on my shoulder
And I look up to see my little boy
Holding a folder
And suddenly I feel joy

I didnt screw up
He tells me.
you just became a grown up
Don’t you see

blood red angel

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