Black Rose55 - my first love

I gave so much love to him.
that i possibly couldn't love him more.
When he hurt, i hurt
His laughter was my laugter
His anger my anger
His love my love

But he saw this as a game.....................A sick, cruel game.
The day i found out he wasn't true to was the day i shattered into millions of peices. I felt as if i was drowing in my own tears and questioing my self 'did i do something wrong' or 'i know it's my fault'


I never once blamed him as i started to harshly judge myself causing my own downfall, but i knew i had to be strong and pull through

so i broke my deep slumber from the depth of my tears and started strugling to swim ashore.

The swim was hard but i knew i had to pull through and i then just before i made it to the surface.

I saw hands shoting into the water telling me to grab on and then i smiled and thought to my self 'losing him isn't the end of the world but me embracing defeat is.

so i grabed the hands of the ones who cared to do so pulled me back up.

Black Rose55

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