black broken heart - i wish

i wish i was a normal girl,
that no one would stare at me,
that i wouldn't be talked about
ii wish i wasn't that girl
who does everything wrong
the girl who falls in love
and cries because its just another heart break
sand one who see's the colours
on a dull dull day
but im only the girl
who has emothions
one that cries and screams and cuts.
one that ditched her formal
to go to some stupid concert
i wash i wasn't the skinny one trying to loose weight
i wish i wasn't abused every single day
and the one who lost her father
i wish i was one of those 'happy familys'
the one with a dad a mum and only two kids.
i wish i didn't have to look after my baby sister
and that i wasn't failing at it.
i wish i could be happy with my life...
i wish i could stop wishing....

black broken heart

http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/i-wish-206/