Beautiful Lie - It hurts even more knowing.

It hurts even more knowing you don't even miss me, When I'm away,
It hurts even more, knowing you don't even think of me,
It hurts even more, knowing that you don't even care for me let alone love me,
It hurts even more, knowing that I'm not special to you like you're special to me,
It hurts even more, knowing that you don't even return my calls, when you return your friend's call in front of me,
It hurts even more, knowing you only send me text message when you need some company,
It hurts even more, knowing, that you didn't even wish me on my birthday, when it was you who reminded me in the first place.
It hurts even more, knowing that you forget me, as soon as you walk out the door,
It hurts even more, knowing that you treat me like any other guy,
It hurts even more, knowing that there is no point in loving you, but still i do nothing but love you.
It hurts really really bad, knowing that I'm just another guy, who treats you especially,

Beautiful Lie

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